The History of ASAN AU – A Paper

July 26th, 2009

The development of an online network of self advocates: An application of technology to overcome social barriers inherent in a disability.

Introduction

The Autistic Self Advocacy Network of Australia had its beginnings in technology in the late 1990’s when adults diagnosed with an Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) first began to have an online presence in Australia. Adults began building their own websites and started reaching out through online forums and web based ‘chat’ applications such as Internet Relay Chat (IRC). Since that time a network of support has developed through the use of technology that enables otherwise socially isolated adults to interact, share thoughts and feelings, troubleshoot issues and provide support to younger people with an ASD. Interviews with adults with ASD who are part of this network have been conducted and this paper will explore their experiences with the technology of the internet and reflect upon relevant literature (pseudonyms are used where requested). The aim is to give the audience an insight into the lived experience of an evolution of the use of the Internet by people with ASD and explore the impact that this technology has had and is still having on their lives. Ultimately what will be demonstrated is the organic process of the development of a network of people with a disability that was and is made possible by the technology of the internet.

The Autism Spectrum

Autism Spectrum Disorders, Asperger syndrome and Autistic Disorder are Pervasive Developmental Disorders characterized by a triad of impairments in the areas of communication, socialization and imagination (APA, 1994). The social and communication challenges faced by a person with ASD include an inability to use language as a communication tool for effective social interaction and a lack of understanding of the rules that govern verbal and non-verbal social interaction, this may typically lead to isolation from peers, failure to develop friendships and close relationships, and an increased likelihood of becoming the victims of bullying and harassment (Attwood, 2007). Davidson (2007) asserts that perceptual differences associated with autism hinder typical communication with the result that the words and actions of others can be unpredictable, and indecipherable or even scary for those on the spectrum.

Many first person accounts of ASD (Williams, 1996; Lawson, Hadcroft, 2005; Holliday- Willey, 1999) speak to this social isolation and bewilderment in the face of social interaction that seems for the most part to come quite easily to the typical population. First person writing also relays blow by blow accounts of the bullying that seems to befall many people with ASD:

“During my time in 2W1 I continued to feel vulnerable and anxious, like being rolled up inside a giant carpet and left to find my own way out. Whenever I panicked or froze, the bullies were always ready to set upon me. In the play court, if I hadn’t managed to hook up with Ian, the vultures would descend upon me.” (Hadcroft, 2005, p. 69)

Much of the treatment for ASD is aimed at addressing the core deficits and teaching communication and social relatedness skills (Attwood, 2007; Smith Myles & Simpson, 2001 ; Gray, 2000). However for many with an ASD learning skills that enable them to operate in a majority culture (a social one) still leaves them in the position of being a minority within that majority.

Technology – Overcoming Barriers and Accessing Social and Cultural Spaces

In an attempt to address this minority status many people with ASD who can access computer and internet technology have turned to this medium to have a set of social and cultural needs met. In discussing intervention for adults with ASD a leading psychologist in the field suggests:

“The adult [with ASD] may benefit from joining an Internet support group or chat room. This can provide a sense of belonging to a distinct and valued culture and an opportunity to consult members of the culture for advice.” (Attwood, 2006, p. 49)

As highlighted by McLimens and Gordon (2009), the creator of the World Wide Web (WWW), Tim Berners-Lee, considered his invention to be a social one rather than a technical one. Examples of Berners-Lee’s social invention are becoming more apparent now with the advent of Web 2.0 technology that allows user content to be shared more readily via the WWW with sites such as MySpace, Facebook and user generated weblogs or ‘blogs’ becoming prolific.

However back at the turn of the century Web 2.0 applications were not available and users had to be quite technologically advanced to post and manage web content and to download applications that would allow them to ‘chat’ via the WWW. None the less people with ASD began to emerge onto the Internet and started to make connections to information and to each other. One of the first Australian sites authored by a man with ASD emerged in the mid 1990’s. Others who had similar experiences were attracted to this man and began communicating with him via email discussion lists.

Tony the man that developed one of the first ‘first person’ ASD site in Australia was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome as an adult and found few resources that met his needs.

“The biggest benefit [of the online support network] is the knowledge that “you are not alone”, which was one benefit I didn’t really have. That in itself was one reason I started writing on the web in 1995. Support for me has been somewhat of a two way street, giving as much as getting.” (T. Langdon, personal communication, June 12, 2009).

For Tony online support has been a continual source of interaction with other people on the autism spectrum and a way of developing and maintaining a circle of friends.

Finn (1999) highlighted many reasons as to why online groups were emerging as an important development in self-help for people with disabilities. He suggested that these groups would eliminate a number of barriers including time and distance, oral communication issues, the challenges of face-to-face interaction, and interpersonal difficulties and offer some anonymity to users who may not wish to disclose their identity. This would seem to offer people with ASD who have social and communication barriers a chance at a forum in which some of these barriers are removed.

Cameron (‘Cameron’, personal communication, June 12, 2009) a young man who is now 22 years old started using online support groups in 1997 when he was just 11 years of age. His mother encouraged him to seek support after he was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome. For children with disabilities who often have social skill deficits and are prone to social rejection, the virtual environment may offer a social context that does not accentuate their deficits, and provides a place where they are more likely to experience positive interactions with their peers. (Raskind, Margalit & Higgins, 2006) For Cameron this has certainly been the case. He first started using a supervised chat group called AS-Kids and his initial aim was to ‘find out info’ about autism and Asperger syndrome. Over time Cameron has joined online chat rooms using Internet Relay Chat accessed through a downloaded program installed on his computer. Cameron considers himself to have ‘grown up’ in these chat rooms and returns to the rooms on a daily basis to seek the support of his online friends and mentors. Cameron uses the chat room to talk about everyday issues and to share his interests with online friends. These online friendships have endured over time and are ones that Cameron and his mother consider to be pivotal in his development.

Merlin has been Cameron’s online friend and mentor for the past 11 years. Now aged in her fifties Merlin came to the internet looking for answers around the same time as Cameron. Merlin relays her initial experiences:

“When I realized that I may have Asperger Syndrome, I tried to get information from the local library. There were long waiting lists on the few books available, so I learned to use the internet by trial and many, many errors. I heard about AS in August, 1998 and was starting to explore the net a fortnight later. Mostly I went to personal pages and then found OzAutism [an email discussion list]. A few months later I started to chat.” (‘Merlin’, personal communication, June 12, 2009).

Merlin’s trial and error approach to internet meant that she had learnt a lot along the way and she soon found she was able seek and offer support and experience the benefits of growing friendships.

“I used to understand friendship as hard work. I now regard online friendships as fun and it is a constant pleasure to realize that there is a group of people who care about the good and bad things that happen to me. I also like knowing that sometimes I can help online friends in ways that I cannot help some of the people in my daily life because I do not really relate to the way they think and live.” (‘Merlin’, personal communication, June 12, 2009).

On recommending the internet as an option for adults with ASD looking for friendships Attwood (2007) reiterates much of what Finn (1999) put forward as rationale for people with disabilities adopting the internet as a social support tool. Attwood highlights the advantages of developing friendships over time without the distractions of extraneous social and sensory information. He also acknowledges that “genuine and long-lasting friendships can develop over the Internet based on shared experiences, interests and mutual support.”(Attwood, 2007, p. 87)
Sarah (pseudonym) a woman in her thirties with ASD, came to the internet in the year 2000 seeking support for social issues she was having. In the early 1990’s she was diagnosed with atypical autism but coming from a rural area had no access to support and intervention. Thinking that very few people shared her issues she began an internet search for ‘autism in Australia’ and found Tony’s site which lead her to contact him and to seek out others with a diagnosis. Sarah reports that she found a degree of social success online that she had never experienced ‘in real life’. She found that a lot of the social conventions required in face-to-face interactions could be bypassed on the internet and that people were more receptive to her ideas. This in turn served to build her confidence and sense of competence.

In discussing the social positioning of people on with disability Bowker and Tuffin (2007) state that online access offers alternative frameworks for positioning people with disabilities in the social world. They studied the dominant patterns in the textual outputs of people with disabilities online:
One dominant pattern, which was evident in the data, was the way people with disabilities were evaluated positively. This talk of positive subjectivity included the idea that many of the social and psychological barriers, which had formerly constrained independent demonstrations of ability, were eliminated online. Freed from such stigmatising negative judgements, online communication afforded people with disabilities a rare opportunity to exhibit their value (Bowker & Tuffin, 2007).

In the late 1990’s the web company Yahoo! developed its online groups application and specific Asperger and autism groups started to emerge. A number of Yahoo! based groups in Australia have played an important role in the development of the online ASD community. The pivotal role of Yahoo! Groups in the development of ASD identity has been acknowledged by Brownlow (2007) who used Yahoo! groups as a representative sample for her study of the online construction of the Autistic Individual. Groups discussing Autism spectrum Disorders and groups for individuals with ASD focussing on issues such as relationships, intimacy, sexuality, advocacy have attracted hundreds of members from around Australia and thousands of members worldwide. Tony, Merlin and Sarah have played substantial roles in bringing these groups into existence in Australia and maintaining them for almost ten years.
In 2005 Tony, Merlin and Sarah joined together and created an online discussion group aimed at combining their online efforts and advancing the issues of people with ASD who were using the internet. In the past four years they have continued to support each other and their community by taking action and creating national and international affiliations via the internet. Thus in due course the Autistic Self Advocacy Network of Australia evolved. Much of the work done by the original members parallels the work of many international advocates that pioneered the idea of an ‘autism culture’ online. With the advent of the internet, the major facilitator of communication for people with ASD, the evolution of a movement has occurred, a movement akin to the political movements of other minority groups (Davidson, 2007). The movement itself began with internet as a pivotal tool and its ongoing existence is facilitated by that tool, a tool that has been effective in removing social and communicative barriers for some individuals with severe impairments in these areas. Brownlow (2007) argues that the movement has also allowed people with ASD to construct an empowered identity which allows them to challenge expert views of people with autism and their abilities. As Merlin relates:

“My experience was that reading information about autism from professionals has often been very depressing. Many are very judgmental and present information from their observations, not our reality. The first time I felt any sense of hope for a better future was reading Tony Langdon’s site. It was a revelation to me that an Autistic could have a good life.” (‘Merlin’, personal communication, June 12, 2009).

Many individuals like Cameron described earlier continue use the internet as a daily tool for social interaction and it is for their benefit that individuals like Merlin, Tony and Sarah continue to advocate for the advancement of people with ASD whilst similarly benefitting from the support available online.

Conclusion

This paper has been a brief foray into the use of the internet as tool for overcoming the social and communication impairments posed by Autism Spectrum Disorder and demonstration of the lived evolution of a network enabled by the use of internet technology. The inventor of the World Wide Web Tim Berners-Lee intended it to be a social tool. There is little doubt that he recognised its potential but did he understand how liberating it may become for a group of people with social impairments. As demonstrated by the interviews and supporting literature the internet has enabled people with ASD to surpass barriers present in face-to-face communication and enabled them to find relationships that seem to be qualitatively different but equally as valuable as the relationships made by other individuals using face-to-face communication. These relationships have served to increase self-awareness and acceptance in individuals with ASD and allowed them to develop valued identities. Some individuals have chosen to use these relationships and valued identities to establish and further a movement that is beginning to have social, cultural and political implications for people with ASD. The use of the computer technology coupled with the internet has allowed people with ASD to challenge common perceptions held by professionals regarding their abilities and has allowed the articulation of previously unexpressed aspirations, ideals and values. Finally, the internet has offered a space, albeit virtual, for a group of people to belong to a community.

“Internet chat reinforced the understanding that most people have difficulties – but a peer group in which others have similar experiences gave me something that most people experience from early childhood – understanding.” (‘Merlin’, personal communication, June 12, 2009).

On Getting Better

May 10th, 2009

Also posted on Autism @ Change.org
I am currently reading two books – ‘Embracing The Wide Sky’ by Daniel Tammet and ‘See Jane Lead’ by Lois P. Frankel. Why am I reading such books? I have just asked myself that question and the answer doesn’t come all that easily. It’s something about the search for meaning and wanting to be better. Better? Better than what? Better than anyone who has ever said that I can’t.
But lately I’m the one with the broken record – the ‘I can’t’ story, the ‘I’m not good enough’ story, the ‘I’m a fraud’ story. Years of listening to others and the compounding self generated ruminations has brought me to another existential impasse. I am left in the dark having to prove myself to myself.
Tammet, an Asperger man with Savant syndrome writes of a possible way out of my quandary. He speaks of multiple intelligences, training the brain for happiness, and practice and perseverance being at the root of exceptional skill. So it is as easy as that – I’ll just train my brain to think BETTER.
BETTER? BETTER THAN WHAT?
Better than men? Lois Frankel is going to tell me how to do just that, be better than men – at work; in fact she will share 99 Ways for Women to Take Charge at Work. I’m going to combine High Self Expression with High Concern for Others and become the Assertive Leader I need to be to influence my colleagues.
Both Tammet and Frankel talk about IQ and EQ the Intelligence and Emotional Quotients. Tammet discusses the alarming history of the IQ test and its use as a tool for the weeding out of imbeciles. Both agree that the Emotional Quotient has been a useful addition to the way we view behavior and assert that, according to Goleman (the father of EQ), the better my EQ the more likely I am to succeed.
Frankel also introduces LQ – the Likability Quotient. Likability Quotient! – I do believe I’m thwarted.
Intelligence – I have accepted that my Autistic Intelligence can’t be measured and that I am left without a full scale IQ, Emotionality – well I’m very emotional but it takes exceptional focus to rein that in and try to begin to read and understand the emotions of others (a science for me), but Likability – how do I contend with that one. Apparently like autism, likability also falls on a spectrum. My LQ must fall somewhere between an inordinate need to be liked and a complete lack of care for how others perceive me. Let’s not forget for a second that I also have an AQ (Autism Quotient) – I’ve taken the online test!
I’m going to have to think about my LQ while I continue to Embrace Tammet’s Wide Sky.
Maybe with my combined IQ, EQ, AQ and LQ I will be BETTER!
BETTER?
BETTER THAN WHAT?

Song Writing

December 28th, 2008

Trying my hand at song writing to make for a creative break, will also be printing tomorrow. It becomes hard to remain creative when being so busy. Taking time out means really taking time out. I wonder if there is a more ritualistic way of going about it. Donna Williams has some great Ideas about what to do at home.

Song : ONE MOMENT

(V1)

When I first saw the stories
Written on your heart
I thought nothing would ever soften
Your soul was torn apart
Moment by moment
I saw you heal
Moment by moment
The now became real

CHORUS
Hold on, this moment lasts a lifetime
What’s ours right now, is not mine
One moment, our moment
Be present, let’s own it

(V2)

We shared only a dream
Nothing in our pasts
Our stories came together
To build one that lasts
Moment by moment
Building like a song
Moment by moment
This won’t take so long

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Your stories, my stories, one moment, breathe, be present, let’s own it
Repeat X 4

(V3)

When I first saw your eyes
They wouldn’t hold mine
But now they’re a mirror
For a moment in time
Moment by moment
A different point of view
Moment by moment
The now is born anew

CHORUS X 2

Career Direction

December 16th, 2008

I love my work – the work I do with people. It seems aI can excel in study with a HD average!! So why do I feel Unfulfilled and Unrecognised. My main passion is working with people with ASD, counselling and working through issues. I have a lot ot offer this discipline but I see people more accomplished that me and think how do I get there (and fast). This is the wrong approach I know. I feel like there should be more doing more interaction – building of protocols perhaps – but I feel like they (NT Profssionals) may not listen to the Autistic person – or maybe they will as the token person.  How do I work through these issues.

Perhaps this is all just rearing its head because it is nearing Christmas and I get restless at Christmas.

Waiting

November 1st, 2008

I think my life at the moment is about waiting – the lesson to be learned is waiting – waiting with your life in the palm of your hand. Maybe the lesson is about the ‘moment’ and too much time is being spent waiting. Waiting for ideal job, waiting for the pay rise, waiting to be famous (laughs out loud – don’t we all want just a little bit of fame). My different life is precious and valid an my contributions are, as such, also valid. it seems someone has been trying to to tell me this is not so and i don’t really know why.

New friendships are tenuous and change brings uncertainty. We do not admit to emotions like jealousy, disappointment and rage. And we wait for the tide to change so that we can turn away from these emotions. I think there is a way forward and it has mostly to do with the present and remembering what we have in spite of the waiting and the change.

dancing – with thanks to Kat

October 5th, 2008

I go to a dance workshop. Part of my intersectorial subordinate group. The dance is liberating and i forget, then in leaving I forget the liberation. To dance – was not something i was supposed to do – i have the wrong feet. The dance is a gift and peace comes. No fear, no judgement. I am I a dancer. A Dancer I will be. Tomorrow will I remember to dance. I remember now everyday not to get ‘F*cked Up’.

I am an Autistic Dancer.

For a friend….

October 5th, 2008

To touch the sky through sun streaked curtains.

To sweep the pavement with soft hands.

Hand to the people a salve.

Green leaves. Hot hands sweat on plastic.

This is something she must do. Ordained.

 

In small dark rooms cold hands grab at her waist.

Hot mouths press against each other.

Pure need. Anonymous, she passes.

Will she be the man she wanted to be?

 

Am I living a lie in the light of her truth?

The truth being told through her lips on mine. 

Her hands work desire from my body.

Will she be the man I want her to be?

 

Morning light pushes the reaches of sanity.

Cries break the silence in a stranger’s room.

Words meet and speak the unspoken.

Is this the substance of dreams or the fuel for fears?

 

To touch the sky as she saw it.

To take the force of her soft hands.

Hand to me my salve.

Blue eyes. Mine meet hers in a new light.

This is something I must do. Ordained.

 

 

 

 

Thank You WILD

September 15th, 2008

The WILD program has had a significant positive impact upon my confidence, my ability to be flexible and diversify my ways of relating to people, to information and to the environment.

 

The opportunities to challenge myself physically have had a significant impact on my day to day anxiety levels in that currently they are significantly reduced.

 

I was given the opportunity to open my mind and my heart to new ideas and to revisit old concepts and gain greater understanding of issues that affect women with disabilities world wide.

 

I felt so supported during the WILD program that the sense of aloneness I often live with disappeared. I was able to form new relationships in a very short and intense period of time, this is not something I am used to doing and have in the past lacked the skills to do so. I have found friendships that I believe will endure over time across boundaries.

 

I am inspired to change aspects of my life both small and not so small.  I feel both mentally and physically invigorated. I hope that I will be able to transfer the WILD experience to my daily life and give more life to the seeds planted in the time we spent together.

WILD poem

September 9th, 2008

WILD

 

Somewhere between a lifetime

and the blink of an eye.

Knowledge brought forth

enlivens weary bodies

as minds quicken to the new.

Stories told

open hearts

and whisper to the unspoken.

 

Underneath and in between

the liminal is building the beautiful.

Change

creeps in like a slow morning mist,

bears down with the weight of years,

is metered out in slow unfoldings

and overwhelming waves.

 

The now is here to touch,

taste, breath, sing, dance,

chant, whisper, sign, revere,

behold, love, and be thankful for.

The past and the future

hold nothing

for this moment is everything

as will be the next.

 

To dream, to create

a single consciousness,

one point

from which understanding flows.

An intersection

of the hearts, minds and souls

of many women

of many nations,

many paths travelled

to the now. 

 

UN CONVENTION

September 7th, 2008

In reply to Australian cynicism regarding the UN Convention on the Rights of People with Disabilities. I have read that people don’t feel it’s worth the paper it is written on etc and hear people complaining about the service gaps in Australia (which are very real) however I don’t feel that the Convention can be so easily dismissed. For some around the world the Convention is all that exists – it is the only blueprint they have for their countries that have no laws regarding people with disabilities. Countries where people with disabilities are sacrificed to please the gods, where disabled babies are killed at birth, where children are locked away in shame, where disabled men and women drag themselves through muddy streets because there are no wheelchairs. It is still up to us – a young human rights movement, to embody and give life to what is written. Having met a Mexican woman who personally gave life to the Convention I can say she did not take her role at all lightly.


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